The "Dude of 1000 Pictures" Knight

There is a reason why there are advisories against drinking and pretty much any activity. Even online dating should have a breathalyzer.  

I had finished up after a long day of work and decided to sit down to watch the Walking Dead, as I do on a Sunday night during the season. Generally on commercial breaks I work on making dinner for myself for the week, and enjoy a few glasses of wine while I am manning these various activities. I sometimes pepper the bevy of activity with some online shopping, reading, or as of late, checking my online dating site email. 

On this particular evening I found a message in my inbox from a man who had a handle (suchandsuch)Ranger. With all this dating of men in the service, I still had not been out with a Ranger and I am learning a lot about the military through these dates, so why not continue to expand my education. . .

I open the email and it was very sincere and kind. He expressed that he lived in the area, was a "nice" guy, looking for a "nice" girl and wondered if I would like to get together for a cup of coffee.  I read his profile. It had a NUMBER of pictures of him, all of which portrayed him as a fit, dog loving, country loving, man of the military who looked great in plain clothes. He appeared to be tall, blond-haired and blue-eyed, but didn't really smile in any of his pictures. What, nothing to smile about? That's sad. . .

I read his profile and it was pretty basic and brief. He talked about his time with the military, his dog and how he believed in chivalry and being good to the people he dates. 

Unable to really do some qualifying with this person based upon their profile, I sent him a message back. I told him I loved dogs, was interested in hearing about how one becomes a Ranger, and thought that based upon the fact that he believed that chivalry was alive and well in his universe, if he was interested, perhaps we should meet for a cup of coffee to see how we got on off line. I included my number and hit send. 

A short while later, while I was now about three glasses of wine into my evening of Dead and pretending to be Betty Crocker (or Betty Ford, depending on how you look at it I guess) I received a text message from a strange number. I opened it up to find a picture of my ****Ranger and a big "HELLO!"

It struck me as odd that as an intro that this man would immediately send a picture, but  he was 25 and I find that the next generation down LOVES SELFIES. Odd to me, but a good sense of self never hurts, right?

I text him back hello and how was his evening going. I was a bit tipsy at this point and really probably shouldn't have been texting a complete stranger, but this was fun at this moment. He text me back and forth about how he was a good cook (picture of dinner), enjoyed the outdoors (picture of him outdoors), loved his time as a Ranger (picture of him as a Ranger), loved his dog (pictures of him with his dog).  You get the picture.  

I comment on some of the pictures as much as I can keep up.  He tells me that the ones that are not selfies were taken by a girl that he's friends with that has the hots for him but he doesn't care for her. Interesting share. . .

Now keep in mind, I am not sending ANY pictures back.  This photo bombing is a one sided assault. 

He asks if I am available tomorrow night for a cup of coffee.  I await a picture of him drinking coffee. Strange, he doesn't have a picture of him drinking coffee, but I agree none-the-less. He clearly is photogenic, can cook, loves his dog, the great outdoors and has shared in great detail how he opens doors and says bless you because he wants to keep chivalry alive. . . Those details have allowed me to say yes to the date. 

He tells me that he will text me tomorrow and confirm, and of course, sends a goodnight picture of him CLOTHED but in bed snuggling with his dog.

Now even in my Pinot Grigio soaked mind I know that there is no way that this man has had 22 outfit changes and cooked a full dinner to picture perfect this very evening. Sooo, this means that this guy has a ton of pictures because:

A. He's narcissistic.  

B. He's a total player

C. He's a budding photographer

I immediately rule out C and despite the negative connotations with A and B, I just wanna meet this guy because I wanna know who this "Dude of 1000 Pictures" is.  It's not like I haven't been on a billion bad dates by now or something. 

Maybe this is the alcohol impairing my judgment. Whatever. I'll take this as my "last mistake of the day," finish my wine and head to bed to read. I knock out on my couch to Chelsea Lately and dream I have a talk show and have invited her on. Odd.

I am awakened from my nesting as a couch urchin to a 5:30am text - "Good morning. Did I mention I was a morning person?" (picture of him working out at gym) 

Actually, it's not me. 

I am tempted to text him back "Did I mention I wasn't," but I refrain and don't send a message back. I drag my ass into my bed, put on my eye mask, shut the blinds and pass out face down in my bed to once hopefully now dream of being Oprah, or at least living her life. 

6:00am - (incoming text/picture) "So are we on for tonight. How's 5?"

Have I mentioned I'm not a morning person?

Now, my dear friend Sean can attest to my wrath in the AM when you text me while I am deep in my re-slumber state.  

I immediately pick up the phone and type into the keyboard, "Hey, yeah. . . tonight doesn't work for me. I had this thing come up. Can we reschedule. I'll text you later." I flip on the Do Not Disturb feature on my phone, and resolve that I can't, nor do I, want to do a planning session right now. I roll over attempting to grab one last half hour of sleep. Sleep does not come for me. I guess I will start my day. Awesome.

Later that afternoon, I decide I will reach out about the AM text and the three subsequent texts. He had expressed in his text message that sometimes when you don't meet immediately after talking (odd, I thought we were texting?), you lose that "spark".

OK Dr. Kinsey. . . So he wants to meet up, if we can, tomorrow before he goes away to a Ranger get-together in Georgia. 

I let him know that tomorrow doesn't work for me. I mention that I don't feel that the "spark" thing is an issue if someone really is intent on getting to know someone. I let him know that he should have a good time at his Ranger event and if he's still interested in me when he gets back, to ring me then.  I figure I'm not so thrilled with Mr. Early Riser, and will cut down with the potential of wasting time with a dude on this site that just wants to hook up. 

Roughly a week later I get a text message: "Hey. I lost my phone in Georgia and didn't have a phone till today. I had to go back on line to get your number. How are you?" (picture of him in a suit and tie)

So his phone got lost at his Ranger Gymboree. . .jeez. 

I reply back that I am doing well, and inquire how things are with him.  We have a brief exchange of texts and he asks if I want to get together.  I now have a powerfully busy schedule this week. I still want to meet the "Dude of 1000 Pictures". I'm not sure why I still want to go out with him but, well, everyone comes across differently via phone and email so maybe he's amazing in person. 

We decide that we are going to meet for brunch, and he suggests the Hyatt in Morristown. I agree and put the date on my calendar. 

The day of the brunch I throw on a cotton long sleeve shirt, jeans, my cowboy boots and head on over to Morristown. I arrive at the hotel and sit myself in the lobby. A short while later I see a man who looks like the man from the pictures walk in.  As he walks closer I can see it is definitely him.  As I stand up to greet him I am eye-to-eye with him.  This is not a good start. I'm tiny and so is he. He actually looks EXACTLY like Eminem.  Weird. Didn't get that front the pics, but, oh well.

Yeah, I'm living in NJ now

He hugs me hello and ushers me over to the brunch area. He tells me that he comes here some times after church. We begin to sit down. I explain that I was worried I was going to be late. I had broken my sunglasses and was trying to fix them.  He turned to me and laughed. I inquired why he laughed and his response was that because I was a girl, didn't I have like six other pairs of sunglasses at home.  I said no and asked if I was supposed to, and he went on about how girls have all this crap at home. Odd. I don't. 

We sat down to breakfast and I asked him how his Ranger convention was. He said it was fun, but wild and crazy. 

I can't even imagine what this exercise is for.

I asked how his new job was going, because he had mentioned a while ago he was starting a new job. He said that he had not started yet, and that he wasn't sure what was happening with it. "Well," I thought, "at least he will have a ton of time to take pictures."

We kind of muddle through the conversation. He is sweet, but truly, there is no spark. The more we talk, the less we have in common. He is polite and I am trying to come up with engaging questions to ask, but it's a lackluster performance on my part because I want the date to be over now.  

He had mentioned he had somewhere to be around lunchtime. This was my out.  We had been at brunch for nearly an hour, and I was so done you could stick a fork in me. He was very pleasant, but, just not for me. I mentioned that it was getting late and I also had somewhere to be. I offered to pay for my half of brunch and he said that he was happy to get the check. I thought that that was a nice gesture. I told him I would leave the tip, and so I did. He walked me to the elevator to the garages and we said goodbye and I waved. 

On the drive home I was trying how to formulate how to tell this guy I had a nice time, but I didn't want to see him again. Nearly an hour later, I was sitting on my couch, still trying to put together what to say to him.  He had been pleasant, but I definitely didn't want to continue with anything. Hmmm. What to say. . .

And then, as if the Universe had answered me, a text came in from our Knight. It was the picture below with they caption "I can't stop thinking about you."

He had himself in a pose I had not yet received, nor one that I wanted to see.  

In disgust I deleted the message. At least this saved me from having to come up with a message back. 

The Persistent Knight

I was going to post a blog about another date that I had recently but this date was definitely material that I had to get on paper ASAP. If you have been following the blog, you will recall that I mentioned that there was a Persistent Knight. The following date recap is the date I had with him.  The back story needs to be shared so you can better appreciate exactly why this was just  way too much. Let's start at the beginning if you will.

This Knight had started emailing within the first two weeks I was on the dating site. He would send messages without punctuation, that were running monologues guised as an introduction. 

"i want to take you out and show you what a great date i can be and treat you like a queen and go to dinner and have the best time ever because you are a beautiful girl and i know you will like me and i will like you and we will be happy on our date. . . ." You get the picture. It was frustrating to read, but who am to be dusgrammatòfòbic and not give someone who may be a great person with bad grammar a chance. 

Since they all looked pretty much like the message above, part of me wanted to meet this man that had no regard for the English language.  I send him an email agreeing to meet and have dinner as he has requested. He immediately emailed me back. He wanted to make sure I knew that he was going to take me on the greatest date ever and that I was going to have the time of my life.

I live by the motto - "Don’t threaten me with a good time.” Since this gentleman was seemingly doing just that, who would want to turn down the best date they ever had in their life. Not me! It's been a tough go with the first 9 dates and well, maybe 10 is a magic number. 

I proceeded to give him my phone number so he can text me. This began the texting leading up to the date. In the beginning he would text in the morning to ask how my day was.  Sweet.  

He would text on a Friday to see how my weekend was. That’s lovely.  

He text me to ask how my Thanksgiving was. All very nice. 

As the date drew nearer, the texts were more often and sometimes rambling.  A few were confirming I still wanted to go on the date with him. Where should we go? What time? All normal texting back and forth between two people setting up an evening out.  

During this time he had called twice and both times I was either driving or in the middle of work. I hadn’t really gotten to talk to him either time because I wasn’t well equipped to talk, but he didn’t seem to mind. To be polite I answered a few questions, talked briefly and then reminded him that I was at work, driving or working heavy machinery and I should probably focus on what I was doing. 

A few days before the date was when the text messages started getting odd.  He asked what I did at night.  (I think that some of these guys must think I am a hooker. Not sure if that's what they are looking or or not). 

I explained to him that I bar tend at night. This resulted in a eight bubble long stream of text messages from him about how he always ends up with bartenders and how much he likes his martinis. Hmmm.  Some people overshare. Maybe he's an avid typist. . .I text that I will call him later. 

Shortly there after he texts again about how he’s excited about the date. I think I sent I was too with a smiley face.  The following day the daily text has a concerned tone. He’s ready to meet; am I still sure I still want to.  He tells me it's cool if I don’t want to, but can I call him to talk about it.  I call him and re assure him that I am still willing to meet.  He suggests we meet in Sayreville, which according to him, is halfway between Morristown and where he is from.  Visiting Sayreville is not in my plan this week. I suggest Jersey City. He says why not the Grasshopper in Morristown.  Odd that he chose this as our place for the date of a lifetime, but he explains that his buddies had been there before and recommended it for the Irish food. I agree that it is a great spot and we have decided to meet at 7:30 on a Monday night.

I get a text from him at 7:15 asking if I am at the Hopper yet. I send back that I am “nearly” there.  I arrive at 7:26pm and park my car in the lot next to the restaurant.  I end up having to park at a meter and realize I have no quarters. Not only am I quarter less but the meter will run till 12pm and it's not even 8.  Faaaa.  

I shove some dimes in the damn machine and make a mental note that I will have to get quarters at the bar soonish. I have a eureka. If this all goes to shit, I can say I forgot to put quarters in my meter and bolt.  OK, emergency parachute ready. I haven’t arranged for an emergency call tonight but feel since the Hopper has always been my extended living room, I should be able to get out of any not so great situation pretty easily. I gather myself and focus on the possibility that this could be the best date of my life, take a deep breath, and head towards the restaurant.   

I enter the front door and I immediately see my date at the bar. He is a good looking man. He has black hair with a bit of salt and pepper hi light. He has great steel blue eyes.  He stands a little bit taller than I am in my heels and is dressed in nice jeans, a buttondown, leather jacket and scarf.  He looks incredibly inviting and smiles warmly at me.  I felt a bit more relaxed by the warm reception.  He says, “Chris?,” and I greet him with a "hello". 

Here’s where I make the first mistake.

I see he has a beer sitting on the bar. I tell him to hang at the bar for a minute while I get some quarters from the bartender and go out and put them in my meter. I let him know that all the meters are till 12am (in case he didn’t know), and ask him if he needs any quarters for his car. He tells me he's not going to bother, so I proceed to tell him I will be right back. 

Now, any reasonable person knowing what I know NOW would have just left. I am the unsuspecting victim in this. 

I put two quarters in the meter only to find out that it's eaten the first and is specific meter is only a 30 minute meter. I should have stopped what I was doing and just got in my car and left when it only allowed for 30 minutes.  It was a sign from the universe. Did I acknowledge it?  NOPE. I move the car to a meter where they are till midnight. I foolishly feed the meter till midnight and hope for the best. He's cordial, nice looking and smiles a whole lot. This could go well!

When I return to the bar he magically has produced a flower in a plastic wrapping. He hands it to me and tells me he "wanted to see me first to see if I was worth it." 

"Glad I made the cut?" I think to myself as I try to maintain a smile. I thank him and tell him it was a lovely gesture. I ask if he wants to sit upstairs where we can hear each other better. He agrees and we make small talk while we are waiting to be seated. He is complimentary and keeps telling me I look better than my pictures. I say thank you each time, feeling no less embarrassed.  

Immediately when we sit down he starts in with one of what will be the three key phrases this evening. 

1.  "I didn't know what to make of you."

2.  "Ask me anything, I am the most honest person you will ever meet."

3.  "So we are going to go out again, right?"

Keep these in mind, like when you watch Pulp Fiction knowing that each scene either has food, religion or bathrooms. Pepper this through the following coverage of the conversation roughly every eight minutes, or till you want to scream. Then you will really feel how painful this was.

What? You never heard this theory before?

**If you are hard up for a parlor game this weekend, you can turn this into a drinking game. Every time I reference phrase 1, 2 or 3, you get to drink. . . I hope you have no where to be.**

Hey man, we got a new game! Bring  your 'puter!

We sit down and the waitress comes to get our drink order. He orders a vodka martini and I get a glass of Pinot Grigio.  (2) I ask him to tell me about his work. (2) He tells me he has been in construction for some time and he enjoys it.  (1) He tells me that he wasn't sure what I was going to be like from my pictures because they were all different. (1) He wasn't sure if I was really who I was in my profile. (1) He asks me how I think the date is going. (1)(2) 

I feel like I am on a date with Joe Gorga. He has a thick Hudson county accent and all the hallmarks of the Vinnie Gombatz that I have successfully evaded all these years. Yet here I sit. Lucky me.

"When I was 20 I would have made my way through this whole bar to get with you"

During our conversation he has been perched on the edge of his seat and it makes me a bit nervous. At points when he talks I wonder if he is going to leap right off the seat and tackle me. (2) He keeps asking me to ask him questions. I go through all the usual: Where did you go to school? Have you always lived in NJ? What do you enjoy most about your job? What do you do with your spare time? What hobbies do you have? Where do you enjoy vacationing? (2) The list goes on and on and I am running out of questions. With each pause in the conversation he asks if I am having a good time, if I am what he hoped for and (3).  I feel like I should throw in a different answer other than "yes" just to mix it up and see if he's paying attention. 

He now tells me that he wants to know everything about me.

"Tell me about yourself because. . . "(1) he would really like to take me out again if I meet his expectations. He asks if I have ever been married (1). I tell him "they keep asking, I keep saying no" to be funny.  He seems to get a bit upset. He wants to know if I am dating anyone and what is wrong with me that no one else is if I am not, in fact, dating someone else. (3) REALLY? Can't I ask the same of him?

I explain I have just gotten back into the dating thing recently and yes, I am dating, but there is not one person that I am involved with. I am just seeing what is out there and how it goes. 

This does not seem acceptable to him. He doesn't like girls that date around and that is not what he is looking for. I explain that I am happy dating and if he doesn't like it, I guess I'm not the girl for him.  Hoping that this comment will wrap up the date, I begin to look for the waitress to bring the check. She comes by and he orders another martini and me another glass of wine. Dang! He was unfazed by the comment AND I am still here. 

He now starts in with what will now be the fourth running theme of the date:  "If we were together."

If we were together and:

- I wanted to get married

- I wanted to have kids

- I wanted to go salsa dancing

- I was being hit on by another man

- he was approached by another woman

- I wasn't sure what squash to buy

And the list goes on.

I think that he covered each and every scenario where we could be dating on a Tuesday afternoon or  through a life altering event. He also has an answer as to what he would do in each and every scenario. In turn, he asks what I would do. This is bizarre. I am just at a loss for responses and this doesn't make him happy. I explain to him that I'm a "fly by the seat of my pants" sort of girl, and I don't make long running  expectations or commitments sometimes because life always has a way of changing things and laughing at us. 

He is still baffled by this. 

"So if we were together a year from now, and I wanted to have a kid with you, (I'd give you a kid, he says) you don't know if that is something that you want to do?" he asks.

I reply the same answer that I tell EVERYONE.

 "I have never thought long and hard about kids because I don't think you go into a Benz dealership with $5 in your pocket," I reply. 

"It's great to dream big but when you are grounded in reality, you see things for what they are. Applying the same principal; I have not yet been with a person that I would want to have a child with and therefore I have not thought about having kids." 

What I really want to close with is -  "And if you think that we would ever have a kid together your ludacris," but I refrain.

Bada-bing, bada-boom

He then states that if I'm not sure about having a kid "at my age, you might as well give up on the idea all together."  

"What?" he replies. "You're gonna wanna be chasing a 15 year old at 50? Even if we got together and had a kid within the next year it still doesn't make any sense."

I had her just last month.

I am now livid. I am trying my best to not appear as angry as I am. I'm charming, I'm charming, I'm charming, I keep repeating to myself. It's very difficult, however, to live this mantra  when I think that this is the most insane thing I have ever heard.  

Yep ladies, if you are over 30 you should just pack up your reproductive organs and call it quits. Clearly this man knows everything and according to him we will be too busted in the next 15 years to chase your little ones so just forget having a kid and get a fish instead. 

Yeah, don't even bother.

I have to take a moment. I know I said I may not want to have a family but I have a great disdain for those who tell me how I should live. Between the aggressive questioning, the bizarre situational "what if's" and now the baby bashing talk I've nearly had it. I want this date to be over. 

He is unfazed entirely. He has not registered my demeanor chaninging or perhaps he doesn't even care. I now begin to pull out my phone to look at the time. I rub my eyes and yawn a bit. He orders a 3rd martini. JESUS! I just wanna go!

I tell him that it is a work night, nearly 10pm and I turn into a pumpkin if I am not home by 10:30.  I am trying my best to just get the hell out of this seat. He keeps asking me if we will go out again.(2) He's asking for dates of when I am free and wants to take me to NYC and salsa dancing. Super, great, wonderful. Can the waitress please bring the fucking check! It's the end of the night and I think she can feel me burning holes in the back of her shirt. The waitress comes over and politely drops off the check. 

I offer to pay for my portion of the meal and he says he has it. I offer to leave the tip. He says not to worry about this. I can pay for the trip to NYC. Yeah buddy.  You betcha.

I think I am in the clear because we are now getting up from the table and making progress towards the front door. He walks me out the door and makes me promise for the umpteenth time that I will go on a second date with him. I would have sworn to ANYTHING at that point just to go home. 

He then attempts to kiss me. I give him the cheek.  

This upsets him yet again. 

"I can't get a kiss goodnight?" he asks, shocked. 

There is a better chance of me waking up tomorrow a large, gay, black man. 

I tell him I am old fashioned and besides, I have to give him something to look forward to with the next date. He doesn't let it go and brings up conversations (1) and (2) and then tells me he is holding me to a second date. He wants me to re assure him, yet again that I have had a good time, I like him and we're going on a second date; so I do. I thank him for a lovely night out and head to my car. 

I get home and shortly there after a hailstorm of texts rain down on me.  

For anyone who thinks I am being picky or too cranky, choosy, whatever. Here are the messages received post apocalyptic date:

My reply to this text message massacre was "I am sleeping," which I was.

Later in the day, I sent him a text saying that I had a great date, and thought he was a great guy but I just didn't' think that we were compatible. (Thank you Meaghan S for the suggestion.) I wished him the best of luck in his search to find someone that would be wonderful to him. Warm regards, C

The text I got back asked me what was not compatible about our personalities. He also wanted to make sure that I wasn't going to tell anyone so his reputation would remain intact. I just made like I never saw the message and deleted it. I'll be avoiding Hudson county for some time now.